I've decided to do a blog continuing my letters. Only because this young fellow will always be in my heart. I love him even though I don't think he realizes how much. He's really the most special male in my life besides my father. Hopefully, he gets who he is.. He is pretty genius. LOL. (And since I use his nickname and there's a pic of his foot at the bottom HE'D BETTER GET IT! LOL)
Dear AppleJuice,
Okay I know we really haven't been 'close' for that long but honestly it feels like we've known each other for ages. I tell you everything.. YES, everything. You're probably thinking I'm lying right about now but I really do my life is just really uneventful. Anyway, you're like the coolest guy I've ever met. I would totally snatch you up if I wasn't so horrible at relationships -- you see how me and "Crazy BOY" turned out.. lol. Seriously though, you're really funny and you almost always brighten my day whenever we talk --whether online or on the phone-- unless you're being as emo as me, which is kinda a day brightener because it's funny when you're depressed.. you say odd things. Anyway I know you don't believe me when I say I love you but I do.. you kinda taught me it's okay to say those 3 little words. I had a hard time saying even the word love because of my insecurities and past pain but you kinda taught me to trust guys again. You showed me not all of them are evil.. and not all guys you befriend will use you to gain access to other females... etc. ANYWHO! You're about the only person I know who can say something and I'll just take it for whatever it is no questions about it. You could even lie and tell me the sky is purple.. and I'd believe you. Just because I know you'd never tell me anything that would end up hurting me.. and because I trust you. I know you may think I just tag you with the title of bestfriend but you really epitomize what a bestfriend should be to me. You're kind, genuine, sincere, sweet, nice, caring, compassionate, real, and plus you don't judge me. I really am blessed to have some one of your stature in my life. I know at any moment I could call you with some plain craziness about my family, people at school, or boys and you'd always have something positive, encouraging, or ensuring to say. There's probably like nothing I would change about you.. (well, maybe you're height so you could know what it feels like being short.. lol.) You make me SMILE (isn't that a slogan?). Even your laugh makes me smile.. shhhhoooot, even remembering a time you laughed makes me smile. Remember when we were watching Mr. Roberts [[correction: It's Mr. Rogers.. I'm horrible with names.]] on the phone and we figured out that him and that other guy Mr. I forget his name were so homo.. LOL. We make the best bestfriend team out there. We're top flight bestfriends of the world, Craig!!! LMAO! I friggin love you till death do us part bestfriend!!! I ♥U!!!
U Mean the World 2 ME
, Jendayi N. Douglas
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